| Oh wow, life can be so....weird, crazy, scary, emotional, sad, happy, lovely,.....beautiful. it seems like every time that i really think about everything i've done and everything i've said, i cant help but to hate myself, but some how your there for me, my crutch, my friend, my hero to tell me that its going to be ok, and that we will make it through all of are stupid, stupid problems...together. and that i'm not alone in the world because your here for me on my best day and my worst, and that means the world to me. it makes me sad how much you can be there for someone and they don't care, and they just throw everything you say to them in your face, not even realizing what there doing and how much it hurts. they aren't sure to care the same way about you the next day but somehow they always do, even when it doesn't seem like it. just for one day they want something in return, a thank you, a smile, a hug, a dance, an....i love you. hey, you never know what you got until its gone. you say you care about them, but is that really true? do you just say this because you feel sorry for them, or your too kind to blow them off, or you need them so you don't end it because your scared you cant make it alone....but you want to. you wish that everything could be ok and could work out, but you know it cant because you cant move on as a person without them. you say you want everything to work but you know its all a lie. you cry because your just so confused about everything and what to do. but, then when your crying guess who's there for you? yes they are and they say its ok and that they love you and tell you its ok to be scared because were human and everyone gets scared.....but your unaware of what there doing....helping you...yet again, without asking for anything in return. "And I had a feeling that I belonged
And I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone"
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